Im so disappointed with myself for this past week. I feel like not only am I failing myself, but Im failing all of you who continue to follow along as I try to shed some pounds. Every week I talk about the same things: tracking, exercising, starting over, not giving up. And that last one really is true. Im not giving up. I know its now excuse, but this past week there were definitely some distractions with Easter.
Again, I know its no excuse. And I want to do this. I want to get healthier. I havent gained back any weight since Ive started this journey, and unfortunately I feel like that night has finally come. I technically dont know yet, as my meeting is tonight. Im dreading getting on that scale. But if were being honest here, i know what I ate, i know what exercises i didnt do, i know how uncommitted I was this week. But thats just it. Whether its been 1 day, 1 week, or 4 weeks, tomorrow is another day. I will push through this. As long as I dont give up Im already doing better than I did yesterday. We cant change the past, but we sure as hell can help shape the future.
Ill make sure to update my stats as soon as I can, although I doubt they will be anything good.
Till next week......
lbs shed this week: +.8 (not as bad as I thought, but still a little bit of a setback)
lbs shed in total: -14.8
lbs still need to shed: 35.2
first goal: 10lbs - reached on 2/13/13
- reward: mani/pedi and possibly massage (still havent done this yet)
second goal: 25lbs (little less than 10lbs to go! really looking forward to this one!)
- reward: new rollerblades
final goal: 50lbs
- reward: epiphanie camera bag
success: knowing that Im not going to give up, no matter what!
set-backs: easter, and the usuals (tracking, exercise, etc)